Kuharo's Adventure <3

poor little girl

ughh! i was crying before my friend came to visit me! dunno how to react.. it’s like “whaat?! his here?! my eye bags, and my tears drop keep falling..what should i do?!” and i was quickly fixed myself! my hair, my eyes! “oh no..i have  bigger eye bags now..okai i should wear my eyeglasses” don’t want my friend to feel stupid that he visit her friend, and then he didn’t talk to her even for just 1hour! you get what i mean?! for short it’s useless if he came to our house lol but yeah! i did a great job for talking to him, and acting like nothing happen! we were talking so many things! he also notice my eyes lol i think he was saying to his mind “what happen to you?” ahaha! coz he keep looking to my eyes, and i think he wanted to ask what just happen hehe

every time he came to visit,  i always talk to him in a funny way! so i really look stupid a while ago! crying and then laughing..what an idiot girl i am hehe

he was special friend..i feel so happy when he visit me! that is because i don’t have anyone to talk to! he also erase some of my pain! too bad he didn’t know it lol i feel so comfortable talking to him! so once again “i am so happy..when you visit me” i’m so thankful that i have a friend like him! and i ask him this “oh..school started on 15! can you still come here?” and then he reply “i will..when i have money! i’ll come to visit” what?! what if he doesn’t have money for 1 month?! (ughh like me) he couldn’t come to visit me  if that happen!

eerrr…i couldn’t help myself! my pain is killing if i won’t show it! i have a world war (lol) fight with my brother, ughh to tell you the truth i hate him! i hate him for stealing our money! because of that we couldn’t eat a healthy food! and i hate him for having a 2nd gf wtf he was doing with it?! i asked why his doing it, and he said “it was just a past time” guuuhh past time your face lol i hated him for about 5 months already! and i keep my mouth shot for him so we couldn’t do any worst fight! but he open his mouth on me saying some bad things about me..i know it’s true! but what about him?! his more than worst than me tsk! what worst thing is everyone misunderstood me! i was crying because okosan didn’t pay her 2k ehh?! it’s not like that! i was crying because i feel so stupid, don’t have any money left to buy what i want specially food! oniisan didn’t give enough food to us coz he was stealing it! and i felt like “so poor little girl me”

and i feel so stupid when my cousin came to my room secretly laughing! ughhh…she didn’t understand how i feel so hungry everytime i stay here in this house! and i didn’t know that okosan save a money for me! okosan and oniisan also have fight last night! because of this problem i was not able to get my sked in school! i should do it tom morning! i’ll try to get a nice sked. but i won’t get a painting major yet! don’t have practice since vacation starts! hopefully they have anatomy, and modelling major! (how i wish) i have headache right now! i wanted to sleep when my friend came to visit! but i can’t sleep because of my headache!

i know this is a personal blog post entry! but i couldn’t help myself..i’m so thankful that my friend visited me! and i feel so happy even for just a short time my pain gone!

every time i see oniisan i got headache lol sometimes it gives me a negative energy which is i’m so down to do anything! (o*3*)\ his face..ughh!

okai! will be back playing harvest moon next week! but i won’t update the recipes coz my last savedata from pc is i started again in 2nd month in year 2 wtf! my recent save is it’s already a 3rd month in year 2! wtf! so within 2 weeks i can update the recipes like i promise! but i won’t post a nonstop update coz school year is almost started~

PS: so funny.. sometimes i type some error words whenever i blog haha!